Hey! =P

Malacca Trip 2011

2011-03-27T22:25:00.001+08:00

i realised something. sometimes, i just take things too seriously. ;) heeehee. :P

btw, i had an awesome day yesterday. a trip to malacca with friends from leo club. couldn't be more fun. hehe. i just wish we took more pictures. xD pictures on facebook! lazy to upload here lah. :P sorry yea. and i have to start studying for AS asap. and i mean ASAP. D: okeh okeh. i gtg.

see you after AS. :s wish me luck! :)

2011-02-27T18:24:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry for being such a lousy blogger nowadays. i'm friggin stressed. and it's only mid semester exam. sigh. i'm facing financial problem too. gosh, i can go through this. i know i can.

2011-02-23T17:18:00.000+08:00

i don't understand the reason behind all these arguments we make everyday.

CNY

2011-02-05T19:27:00.003+08:00

it has been a really awesome week. had so much fun i didn't realise time passed so quickly. and tomorrow, i'm going back. sigh. my heart just keep saying no to going back. have i made the wrong choice of coming to inti? i don't know. all i want is to be happy. but this seems like a mission impossible right now. :( loads of happy stuff happened. and loads of sad stuff too. i dont want to be sad. but i just couldn't. i can lie to everyone but i can't lie to myself. cny pictures on facebook.

i miss the bus again!

2011-01-29T23:34:00.003+08:00

yes, my bus was supposed to be at 6.15pm, bukit jalil. went out from my room at 4.15pm. thought i could reach kuantan by 10. -.- little did i know that the ktm will be soooo late. it reached at 5.30pm. -.- aih. therefore, i missed the bus. reached bukit jalil around 6.30pm. so i had to buy another bus ticket back. after walking from booth to booth, finally i bought another ticket, 10pm, at pekeliling. then i had to take lrt to pekeliling again. bringing 2 back packs, 1 trolley bag and 1 recycling bag, i walked here and there (T___T) with aching shoulders and breaking legs and closing eyes and sweaty body and and ithinkmyarmsarethinnernowlol. lucky enough, i had mohanes with me. +.+

and here, i would love to thank tony lim tong lai for bringing mohanes and i for dinner. :) you saved our lives. lol. :D thankyousoverymuch! :)))))))

well, reached kuantan at 1am sharp. @@

till then, lets just hope this wont happen to you or me again. :P

colourful nails

2011-01-13T13:49:00.002+08:00

yep. i have ten fingers with ten different colours on each nail now. tee hee :DD

classes have started four days ago and it's a public holiday tomorrow. it's gonna be boring. D:

my schedule is packed, as expected buttttttt i'm starting to play sports. and i'm gonna start with squash. :D hee.

till then.

WHAT??!

2011-01-06T18:37:00.002+08:00

countdown: 3 more days till inti.

a new semester's gonna start and my class schedule is already packed like h*ll. new subjects: moral education, mpw and thinking skills. my previous class schedule is already packed enough. and with this new schedule, though i admit i'm excited for the classes to start, is gonna suffocate me to death. :s sorry for the exaggeration. lol. i won't die of course, but i would definitely suffer. now my classes are extended till 6pm a day and that leaves me with only 5 more hours if i wish to sleep at 11pm. -.- 1 hour for dinner, half an hour for shower and 3 and a half hours to do my homework plus revise. great, but, where is my leisure time??? saturday and sunday? i might as well just kill myself. D: oh shit, i didn't include the time to do my laundry and clean my room did i? awesome. as if i have 26 hours a day. -.-

well, lets not talk about my upcoming nightmare.

my kuantan days are finishing and i still have a hong kong drama to catch. lol. oh, did i mention there is no tv in my hostel? -.- okay okay. i'm not gonna talk about my nightmare. hmm, lets talk about something funny. :P

someone important to me just told me this; "everybody has their talents i guess. being fat and ugly is mine." it reminds me of how positive a person can be. :D lol. things are good and awesome and fun, if you want them to be. it's your choice.

hmm, see ya inti.

reality.

2010-12-28T18:32:00.002+08:00

countdown: 9 more days till inti. sigh.

i'm having so much fun here until i don't wanna go back and face the books and pressure. hmph. but life has to go on.

sometimes, it's good to know that someone is always there for you. ;) least you won't feel lonely when you're alone. (as long as you have your phone. :s) lol

thanks for the diamonds + golden ring my dear. :)
X!
this is the second ring you gave me.
the first one is a diamond ring.
lol you really should stop doing it or i'll kick you. :P

thanks for everything.

Me 18th Birthday! ;)

2010-12-25T11:56:00.002+08:00

happy christmas everyone! hee. well, my birthday was 11 days ago, but i was awfully busy to post about it until now. :D i'm not gonna tell you what i was busy with. :P (just scroll down and read my P/S and you'll know. ;o)

here it goes,

the chimpanzee reed planned a surprise party for me along with shu ying, kenny, jason. carl, ricky, sin ling, syafeeq, wong and yen. lol. it was held, at THE CROCODILE ROCK. :P hahah no, crocodiles don't rock. :P

ze pictures of the day!

:D x

there are more but heh, see them on facebook lah. :P teehee!

i didn't go to the beach for the christmas countdown last night. instead, i spent my time watching a hong kong movie on tv. NTV7 if i'm not mistaken. lol. something about mahjong. huahahaha the movie was damn funny. :P teehee!

okay, cut the crap.

oh btw, ( btw means by the way)

if you wish to do some charity work, as in donate money, please kindly contact me as i am currently collecting donations for orphans from FIVE orphanages. yes, FIVE. so pleaseeeeee donate some for them. :)
you can contact me via handphone: 010xxxxxxx
OR!
the chat box on your right. :P
finally i find something useful to do with the chatbox. lmao!
teehee!

and btw,

i do not want to go back to inti so soon. :( NIGHTMARESSS!

i actually have loads to tell, but i just couldn't think of any right now. grr.

oh, just to warn you, don't sit down on the couch and watch tv the whole day because you might get headaches. :s teehee! :D

okay, i shall post more soon when i could think of something contentive. ;p

till then, toodles!

WAIT,
OHMAIGAWD
did i just forget to tell you that..
i've just gotten a new haircut? ;o
i'm beautifuller now! :P
heeeeeeeee :P

psst,
waiting for my P/S? ahahaha :P

P/S: i was busy spending my time watching hong kong dramas! hoho :P

2010-12-14T16:28:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder, what do i do when i meet someone i dislike? say hi and smile, or just walk away and avoid that person? maybe i should just try to forgive and forget. sometimes you cant forget but you can definitely forgive. and i know i hate to lose a friend, i would not kick a person out from my life unless that person really did something bad. today's my birthday. but i found out about something. and that something really bothers me a lot. i dont know what to do.

2010-11-13T18:01:00.005+08:00

hey people! sorry for not updating my dying blog.

lol.

well, im getting busier and busier here. D:

things are going okay.

but sometimes, i doubt myself.

simple, yet complicated.

geez.

i need support.

i don't wanna cry anymore.

reasons behind no reasons.

2010-10-25T21:06:00.001+08:00

sometimes, things do happen for a reason. and some reasons are unexplainable. ;)

RS pictures.

2010-10-14T23:58:00.006+08:00

sorry, the pictures are not in order. hee. :D

at the orphanage:

the cards made by the kids.

the junk food we won. :D

at the old folks home:

;)

rendering service 2010

2010-10-12T16:51:00.003+08:00

went for a rendering service last sunday. visited an old folks home and an orphanage. every two of us were assigned to talk to one old folk. and the old folk i talked to, touched my heart completely.

she was 85 years old. a quiet woman for her age. she told me she didn't know how to talk as much as other old folks. while we were talking, i kept asking her questions about her life there. she told me she was happy being there. but for me, she was not. i rarely got her to smile. when another old folk talked to other helpers about her family, i saw her looking at that old folk with wet eyes. before we left, she kissed my hand and thanked me for being there. her eyes were wet. she asked me to study hard and always listen to my mom. i nodded and i asked her to take care of herself. i left with a heavy heart.

at the orphanage, we were separated into groups and we were assigned to look after 6 children. one of them was a 13 year old boy. he was quiet at the beginning, i thought he didn't like the games we held because those games were childish. then i kept supporting him and he joined and he was the main reason my group won the 2nd place. when it almost ended, those children each made a card and i wrote something at the back of their cards. then, i gave the 13 year old boy his card, plus some cards of the day. told him to keep them as memories. we won loads of junk food but they had to keep all the junk food in a room, away from them. the orphanage's rules. i saw him quietly keeping the cards away and running into his room to keep the cards. a lady from the orphanage ran after him and scolded him. saw her lecturing him. i couldn't do anything. i was helpless.

i went back to INTI that day with 2 things running in my mind; the grandma at the old folks home and the 13 year old boy. i kept thinking, was i the reason they were sad? if i didn't go to the rendering service that day, they wouldn't have gotten to know me and they might not be as sad when i left.

2010-09-22T17:44:00.004+08:00

mid semester exam is finally over. math paper will be on next month. so don't have to worry yet. yippeeee! :) :)

i did badly in physics paper. i think. =S sighhh! why why why. :(

hope i wont flunk my paper. lol. :D

something happened. and i can't do anything about it.

just to let you know, i'll miss all the times we had together. ;) thank you xxxxxxx for giving me these memories. :)

you do not understand.

2010-09-14T20:11:00.002+08:00

i don't understand why things must be so hard. why people always think according to their mindset, according to what they hear though they know what they hear might not be true, might not be accurate. not everyone is the same. why must people judge others by race? i know it's gonna be tough. i know i have to face a lot of things. what i need the most now is support. for you to tell me to stay strong. to stay tough. to believe. to think positive in things. i've been crying and crying because things are so tough for me. the type of faces i saw when i told them about someone whom is important to me. it is killing to see people you think you could rely on showing faces of disapproval when you tell them about someone you love. you expected smileys, you expected curiosity. you expected excitement. you get none... you get none. i appreciate advises. i appreciate help. but i also appreciate understanding and support. is it too much for me to wish for? how ironic it is to see myself crying for these things again and again. how many disappointments i get and yet, nobody is there to support me. i'm sorry that i cried. and i'm sorry again coz my tears are still flowing. now.

recovery.

2010-09-12T23:08:00.003+08:00

thank you. thank you shu ying. thank you chin. thank you jaslene. thank you stephanie. thank you mohanes. thank you komala. thank you irena. thank you felicia. thanks for being there for me when i needed it the most. i'm all fine now, don't worry. i'm not depressed, i'm not crying, i'm all smileys. :) i'll explain more if i've the chance. for now, i do not wanna think so much. i've a great time today and i want to think positive. i'll pray for the best. thanks again people! ;)

;)

she's going back. :)

2010-09-07T16:43:00.002+08:00

i'm going back kuantan on thursday! ohmaigawd. hahaha :DD

and i'm going back with jaslene! :P she is sooo gotta tell me everything! :D

and and hello books, i'll have to read you everyday now. D:

mid sem exam is soooo friggin super duper friggin nearrrr :O

kuantan peeps! see you soon. ;)

books, please do love me. :D

midvalley ;)

2010-08-29T15:33:00.003+08:00

went midvalley with jocelyn and vanitha yesterday.

woohoo! :)

chiew teng, me, vanitha and jocelyn :)

mohanes and i. pool rocks! :D

life's getting better :D

mid sem exam is coming soon!

wish me luck :D

till then,

P/S: thanks for being there for me,

reed, steph, jia iaw, angel, khai wen, jaslene, jasmine, vicky.

xxxxxxxxxxxxx

2010-08-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

sigh. i just don't get it.

why can't everything between us be normal?

why?

somehow i know this question would never be solved.

2010-08-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

To Love Again - Alesha Dixon

All this time I felt so lost, lost and needed help.

Incomplete, out of reach, alone all by myself.

It all becomes so clear, when I see your face.

And it’s only when you’re near, I feel I’m safe.

So before we take this road,

before you change my mind,

and fill my heart with hope,

help me to believe this time.

I’ve been torn apart,

desperately tryin' to find a way back to my heart,

so I can love again.

Ooh, help me love again. Ooh yeah.

I’m so tired of holding on, so tired of waiting.

I need to feel something real, without it breaking.

It all becomes so clear, when you touch my hand.

And it’s only when you’re near, I know you understand.

So before we take this road,

before you change my mind,

fill my heart with hope,

help me to believe this time.

I’ve been torn apart,

desperately try to find a way back to my heart,

so I can love again.

There's a fire within me, but I don't know where to stop.

There's light beginning.

Theres a dark kind leaving there's a hope I'm feeling now.

Uhhh yes.

So before we take this road,

before you change my mind,

fill my heart with hope,

help me to believe this time.

I’ve been torn apart,

desperately try to find a way back to my heart,

so I can love again.

Uuuh, yeah.

Turn the page to love again.

meaningful song. :)

and it all becomes so clear,

when i see your face.

2010-08-11T17:06:00.002+08:00

am i depressed?

i've so many things to worry about i'm going crazy.

but who can i tell?

who can save me?

they only realised i'm quiet these few days.

but who can actually see the pain i'm having?

maybe mohanes is right.

maybe i am depressed.

don't waste your time or time will waste you.

2010-08-07T14:36:00.007+08:00

:) i'm in love with knights of cydonia now. MORE than ever. hahahaha :D!

just finished my first home-cooked dinner since i came inti. :D

with the help of chiew teng and jocelyn,

it became a success!

hee hee. :)

noodles were overcooked, but never mind.

we'll learn from mistakes. LOL.

and thank you reed, for supporting me all the way.

oooh btw! remember i said i did badly for my bio quiz?

well well,

i've got 82% for it!

omgeee. :)

and err actually i've loads to tell but i don't feel like typing everything out.

so yeah, will tell you people one day.

heeh.

and omg! the whole class calls me karte pandi now.

and it means wild boar in tamil. -.-

thanks to tony.

pffft!

she's trying to live her life.

2010-07-30T19:04:00.001+08:00

sometimes i really don't wanna care about anything. ;)

2010-07-26T00:00:00.001+08:00

saying goodbye is not as easy as i thought it would be. i must stop crying. i'll be tough.

strong boy.

2010-07-22T01:44:00.003+08:00

went dinner with my classmates, tony and chiew teng.

and

i saw this.

at the BACK of his shirt. LMAO. pfffffft!

just being random. ;)

lots of my friends are having problems nowadays.

just so you know, i'll always be there.

xxx

hey,

i can be a good listener too okay! :P

dont pray pray. :P

and i know you'll be strong. i'm proud of that fact. :)

you came along and you changed everything. :)

first lab class ever!

2010-07-21T00:47:00.007+08:00

biology was my first lab class in inti.

and miss nisha, was the first lab lecturer that taught me.

so, let the pictures do the talking. :D

credits to nerinnnn! :)

loveeeee this!

you know why? you know why?

no you don't know why!

it's because i can see my reflection here!

ahahahaha

hahaha

haha

hah..

;)

i know i look smart. :) ngehehe. :P

there are loads more actually. but yeah, i'm lazy! see them on facebook lah. :P

till then, toodles! :D

to mohanes: jia youuuu! :) lubbiu.

2010-07-20T17:27:00.001+08:00

after the previous weekend ended, i kept having this wavery mood. one second im hyper and another second i'll be quiet and sad. IMYSM.

8 Ji Mui

2010-07-11T17:26:00.004+08:00

you may have a lot of friends in your life,

but who will stay and support whatever you do

and who will leave when you're in your deeps?

sometimes you will have arguments with your friends, but nothing is smooth in life.

as long as you understand each other and you're willing to accept them for who they are.

and me? i've found mine. :)

this, was 2 years ago.

and this, is the now us.

vicky and stephanie are in kuantan, taking form 6 at smart.

jaslene is studying AUSMAT at sunway university college.

angel is at singapore studying engineering in nanyang polytechnic school.

jia iaw is studying A level at tar college.

khai wen is studying A level at taylors university college.

me, im studying A level at inti international university.

and jasmine, she's studying at australia.

although we are not close to each other now, we're close in our hearts.

and lucky enough, angel remembered this picture of us 2 years ago and she asked chin to find for it.

then, we're also lucky because chin edited a new picture of us with our recent photographs.

:)!

all these reminded us of each other.

i realise, i've been neglecting them and i've been busy with my own life.

no wonder people often lose in touch with their friends.

im sorry my darlings. :'(

i will try to spend more time with you guys. :)

muahhh!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

P/S: dont worry, none of them here can beat you guys in terms of friendship! :P

lessons.

2010-07-10T14:01:00.003+08:00

i've learnt many lessons recently. most of them were from yesterday.

but before that, some pictures. :)

mohanes and kina. :D

the stage during O night. aweeesomeeeee. D:

some of my classmates. hahahaha :D

many people would think they're having a bad day when they experienced those things i experienced yesterday.

but i take them as lessons.

so-called positive thinking eh?

i learnt to look properly on the road when im walking because i might trip when im rushing-to-the-class-and-putting-my-cellphone-into-my-bag at the same time. it will avoid swollen knees. =X

i learnt to take the keys whenever i lock the room door because my roommate might not have taken her keys and then i would not have to wait for 15 minutes or so for the guard to take the keys for me.

i learnt to be careful in the washroom because i might scratch myself with the sharp screw on the pipe.

i learnt to take my clothes in before i sleep at night because there might be flying bugs sticking to my clothes the next morning.

i learnt to be brave to face all those flying bugs in the washroom everyday.

i learnt to use a washer instead of a dryer to wash my clothes. and i would not have to waste rm2.50.

so, other than bio lessons, chem lessons, physics lessons, statistics lessons and maths lessons, i also learnt some life lessons instead. :P

Orientation Night

2010-07-09T12:01:00.002+08:00

O night was awesome pawsome! :P it is soooo different from those IU nights i went in kuantan. LOL -.- i didnt take pictures coz i was busy enjoying the whole night! well, im speechless. hahahaha!

TEE HEE!

2010-07-07T17:52:00.001+08:00

just leave me alone.

First Day of Class!

2010-07-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

so there were a lot of confusions today because of the large amount of students.

change of schedule etc etc.

but, i enjoyed the whole thing.

sort of. :P

this is shalenee. :)

as usual. mohanes and i. :P

urm, we were SUPPOSED to be having our biology class here.

but yeah, change of schedule. =|

in the lecture hall (is this what you call it? LOL) and this is where we got our new schedules.

only had two classes today. statistics and biology.

and guess what?

i'm chosen as the bio rep!

wheeeeeeeeee! :P

LIFE'S GOOD. :)

psst. i'm confused. i hate doubts.

anyone, save me.

the first step forward.

2010-07-02T13:51:00.006+08:00

am currently listening to crazier by taylor swift. ;)

so LIM MEI CHEE has finally stepped foot in college! :)

i have to thank KENNY LOW KOK ZHEN (am giving you a gay colour. :P) loads

coz he brought me around

and made sure i don't feel lonely

and brought me out loads

and being such an awesome friend. :) :P

hahaha ok i better stop before his nostrils flare. ;O

well

this is him. :P

he is actually posing okay. LOL. so not candid. LOL. ;p

and since all of them had work to do that time, i used my time wisely by...

yeah, webcamwhoring! :P

sorry mohanes, i have to post these here! hahaha (she's gonna kill me =|)

xxxx

this was where i saw a big swarm of bees. LOL. wowww.

the basketball court. just beside the olympic size pool. ;o

the cafeteria! :)

and this! they were having water polo practice. it was my first time watching how water polo works. lmao!

and i thought there will be girls. -.-

the poooooooooooool! and we have thursday night at the pool for ladies too! damn cool.

mohanes' bed. doraemon damn childish ahahah. :P

me table. xD

me bed. i know. not nice. but at least it's not doraemon! LMAO :PP

classes will start next week. oh gawd. lol.

till then,

tee hee!

Charity :D

2010-06-23T20:55:00.003+08:00

went for a charity sale at SMART today. SMART is a secondary school fyi. haha.

these are what i bought. :D

i bought this through auction! whao, it was my first. lol.

the dinasour too! only that there was no one to bid with me.

LOL weird huh? no one wants such a cute thing! T__T

and thanks shu for picking the cute chicky

and reed for paying for it.

tee hee!

with my dearies.

;)

i realised something.

i like to take pictures of others more than taking pictures of myself now.

yearp.

1. because i dont look nice.

2. because i like taking crazy pictures of them. :P

i love my life. :)

the truth.

2010-06-19T23:36:00.004+08:00

went SABS IU night yesterday.

i found out an ugly truth.

i've grown fatter.

GREAT!

-.-

went yc with the others at kemaman kopitiam after that.

had great time with tam and marina.

LOL dressy dressy. xD

if you think by hurting me, you'll feel happier, well then. you won. i'm sick of all these. did any of you actually care for me as a friend? did any of you actually think of how i would feel?

NO.

if you think you're the one i mentioned above, yes. you are that person.

i don't need fake friends like you.

Thrilled.

2010-06-17T12:36:00.003+08:00

attention earthlings! I. WILL. BE. GOING. INTI. NILAI!

wheeeeeeeeeeee~~ will be leaving soon. 26th or 27th this month. :)

i cant wait. hohoho! ;p

and thank you so much marina for praising my blog. LMAO! it has been a long time since anyone said anything like that. T___T i'm so touched. ;o

so lets catch up on what's up! :D

before that......

i like this picture of him. LOL.

with my darling, chin jia iaw and my beloved funny seniors. lol.

the lock and key hypothesis! :D

muahhhh! xxxxxxxxxx

i can't wait for college but i'm scared too. LOL!

do you know how i feel right now?

excited + happy + scared + excited! ;D

till then,

tee hee!

Surprise surprise. :)

2010-06-02T12:38:00.007+08:00

i want to explain so much, but i'm so very lazy to type. hahaha.

kenny was back, so we threw a surprise belated birthday party for jason! :D

that's him. giraffe with cow spots. LOL.

shuuuuuu the funny very the funny girl. hee hee hee hee. :P

wong, the wise owl. ._.

reed, as gay as always. :D

kenny, trying to act peter chao. :P FAIL.

made by meself. LOL. ok, i know it's nice. tee hee!

look at the butt part. it is shaking! :D!

he cried that night. :)

after all the hardwork and effort of making this work,

everything was worth it when we saw him dropping tears.

i'm glad you like it, jason. BFF forever. :D

we started as normal friends,

then as skype buddies,

then hang out buddies,

then barbies

and now, the animal gang.

childish yea? but who cares? :)

all these memories that you guys gave me, i will remember and cherish forever.

thanks. thank you for everything.

LOVE YOU GUYS!

okay, i better stop this before i get teary too!

;)

toodles, tee hee!

2010-05-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

i dont care i dont care i dont care! :(

no, i care. i do care actually. whyyyyy. :(

SIGH!

i need my friends. 5M, where are you?

2010-05-24T15:42:00.002+08:00

okay. time for a contentive post. now it's either i get jpa, or i go inti. july intake or may intake i don't know. i might be going there anytime soon. jpa, i'm disappointed with myself. sigh. no point regretting. what is done is done. :)

P/S: i'm not available.

2010-05-21T18:34:00.002+08:00

i didnt get it. life is just great. =|

512 521

2010-05-20T17:02:00.001+08:00

is it you?

speechless. :D

2010-05-18T17:54:00.002+08:00

2010-05-12T11:11:00.001+08:00

something important and special for me is gone today. and i dont know if it's right.

P/S: DO NOT think dirty/horny. LOL.

:)

2010-05-11T11:53:00.003+08:00

this is a video of the other gang i have since SPM was over. we're the crazies. :D hee.

am so very lazy to do anything right now. will post more later. ciaooooo! :)

love or in love?

you complete my life. :)

2010-05-08T12:46:00.015+08:00

im filling this post not with words, but with pictures. :)

i miss you. ;)

those, were the times. :)

bluuueeeeyyy. :D

2010-05-07T11:06:00.002+08:00

bought my laptop yesterday! wheeeeeeeeee~at last! :) dell inspiron 14R, ILY! :D :D :D and oh, it's light blue in colour. x) heeeeee.

suddenly, i miss everyone. ;(

yeeee haaaa! :D

2010-05-01T13:24:00.006+08:00

loyal readers of this blog. do you remember i said something about horse riding? :) :) :) guess what? yeppp, irena has uploaded the pictures! :D :D :D so hereeeeeeeee they are! :D

and oh, the sequence is from bottom to top. im so oh sorry. :D *wink*

the cows that pee like taps. :O IM SERIOUS. read my lips. no, words. S.E.R.I.O.U.S. :D

awww, so sweet right? :) ngehehehe.

awesome cowgirls. eh no, horsegirls? ahahaha! :)

spot the not. LOL. =|

love the background. :)

feeding the horse with carrots! :)

THIS. IS. TROTTING. freakinghellmadhellgoodhellCUN! :D :D :D :D

trying to control casino. haha. :D

love this picture. i looked, PRO. LOL.

donkeyyyyyy! ;)

an experience that no one will ever forget? hell yeah. :)

thank you again, irena taib. love you to the maxxxxxxx! :D :D

eeks.

2010-04-29T13:03:00.006+08:00

sigh. guess it's time to update.

so, last weekend, my faraway friend, asyraf radzuan came to kuantan to pay us a visit! :)

yea, his monkey face. -_-

oh, this is nabil. nice right. haha. :D

some random woman from the beach. :) i just love pictures like this. ;)

ahh, memories. more pictures on facebook! :)

next, my school's hari kecemerlangan! :D

this is the bouquet of flowers my boss from ms veg bought for me. she's proud of me weyh! ;)

shu ying and i. more pictures on facebook too. i really had a great day. :) now i realise, i look good in baju kurung! hahaha :D

i've missed a great opportunity to achieve my dreams.
maybe this is just meant to be.
no use regretting.
again, think positive!
thanks for your support all these while.
i really appreciate it.
:)

JPJ test!

2010-04-16T23:32:00.001+08:00

i passed my driving test today! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ (well, i actually bao-ed the whole thing. so, yeah. =/) andincaseyoudontknow, bao means rasuah! lol. i paid to pass. =X

well, reached there at 8am. finished everything at 3pm! maigawd. luckily i brought money for food. or i'll be crawling home. hahaha.

green is just nice, dont you think so? :)

lesson to be learnt, change your gear properly. =X

ms veg oh ms veg. -_-

Tagged again!

2010-04-09T15:54:00.002+08:00

to angel ang cheng yee and stephanie lee seet fun. :)

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- hmm. define good looking.

2. Smart?
-as long as he can make bigger money than me. lol.

3. Preferred age?
-around my age?

4. Preferred height?
-LOL. =x

5. How about sense of humor?
-he must be able to make me laugh all the time. :O

6. How about piercings?
-i dont mind. ;)

7. Accepts you for who you are?
-definitely.

8. Pink hair?

-NO WAY.

9. Mushy or no?
- no please dont.

10. Thin or fat?
-HOT.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
-BROWN.

12. Long hair or short hair?
-short please. i dont want weird hairstyles. ~.~

13. Plastic or metal?
-wood.

14. Smells good?
- yesh!

15. Smoker?
- no not smokers. its a no-no.

16. Drinker?
-as long as he's not those heavy drinkers.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- yep. preferably.

18. Muscular?
- :D taylor lautner is the best example.

19. Plays piano?
-i dont mind if he doesnt know how.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- again, i dont mind if he doesnt know how. lol.

21. Plays violin?
-same with the above two answers.

22. Sings very good?
-dont have to. sometimes bad singing is humorous. lol.

23. Vain?
- dont be too vain. =/

24. With glasses?
-i dont mind.

25. With braces?
- yea i dont mind. i wore braces too. :D

26. Shy type?
-i prefer sporting ones.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
-BOTH. ;)

28. Active or passive?
- ACTIVEEEEE.

29. Tight or bomb?
- -_-

30. Singer or dancer?
-if i have to choose one, dancer. :)

31. Stunner?
-yeahhhh. :)

32. Hiphop?
-err. not too hiphop-py please. simple is enough.

33. Earrings?
- i dont mind. :)

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-boyfriends-until-you-drop?
- @@ it depends. if he's loyal and sincere and serious to me, i'll consider.

35. Dimples?
- haha. i dont mind. but preferably yes. lol.

36. Bookworm?
- yeah its okay for me. :D

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- haha. err. better to use emails or sms.

38. Playful?
- yeah!

39. Flirt?
- NO!

40. Poem writer?
- lol. not too over can dy.

41. Serious?
-yeah but not all the time.

42. Campus crush?
-i dont see any problem. -_-

43. Painter?
-doesnt matter.

44. Religious?
- not too religious.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- yeahhh. but not to everyone of course. lol.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
-internet freak.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- YEAHHHH! :D

48. Loyal or faithful?
- BOTH.

49. Good kisser
- errr. i dont know. never kissed before. LOL.

50. Loves children??
- of course.

TAG 10 PEOPLE.

ngeh.

nerve-wrecking.

2010-04-06T14:38:00.000+08:00

LIM MEI CHEE,YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

them.

2010-03-27T17:05:00.008+08:00

i've been going out a lot. used a lot of $$ too (am now in a money tight situation!). and of course, i took a lot of pictures!

a little here, a little there, below are some of my favourite pictures. ;)

mohanes and i.

ang and i.

hazel and i.

:D

tam and i.

shu ying and i. :D

with marina and the gang at gelora. had a short "football" session there. lol.

meeeeeeee! :) felt like the whole world was mine. ngehehe.

them, fellows. :D

marina, shu ying and i. they were on shades! xD

tam, ang, myself, chin and hazel. look, im the tallest here. :)

khoo, myself and steph. AiW again! :D

steph and i. <3

khoo and i.

:)

irena and i. heart this. :)

chin, myself and komala. both of them are going NS. 2nd batch. take greatest care there dears!

<3

group picture!

while sending komala.

komala and i. she departed today. all the best. remember, far relationship is not that hard! haha!

till then, :) bai bai.

P/S: im going inti! wheeeeeeee~

i felt a sudden drop of confidence.
as well as a strong "friendsick" feeling.
when will we gather like this again?

2010-03-22T09:53:00.002+08:00

maybe i should privatise my blog. or even, delete it. considering there are so many silent readers.

sorry, so not in a good mood.

this is a title.

2010-03-20T00:36:00.002+08:00

inti is currently the only college that is offering me 100% scholarship for tuition fees. so yeah. i'm going inti. :D but which campus? sigh. both nilai's and subang's have their pros and cons. help me choose, people. :) and sorry for not updating my blog so often nowadays. really lazy la. if i write everything out, i don't know if i can finish them by tomorrow. lol.

and currently, i have another question in mind to solve.

hmm.....

2010-03-16T17:50:00.002+08:00

right now my life is perfect. that's what everybody thinks. yeah?

it's a no for me. maybe i'm being unappreciative. i don't know. but just so you know, i'm not exactly happy. sigh, who would understand????

and sorry if i'd been so emo-ish nowadays. lol. don't worry, I AM SO NOT EMO. :)
will post about my barbie friends soon. ahahaha! ;)

ciao!

:)

2010-03-12T16:42:00.002+08:00

oops. i know i was supposed to post about my results yesterday. but i was too busy. sorry lah! haha :D

well my results are..........
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GOOD! :D

well, its not exactly what i want it to be. but still, its good enough. kinda regret for being lazy last year though. nevermind. its FATED! :)

now what i can hope is, i can get a full scholarship and pursue my studies overseas. :D
amitabha. thank you. and thank you everyone for cheering for me again. haha. it was a very nice memory that i'll cherish forever. A PERFECTLY GREAT DAY! :D

pray hard.

2010-03-10T09:59:00.002+08:00

its finally raining now. no matter what is the results tomorrow, i'm sure i'll cry. 10As! will i get you? you're so important to me i can't imagine what i'll do if i dont get you. how i wish i studied harder for SPM. sigh. i cant do anything now, can i? just pray hard. pray for the best. pray for me too, people. will post about my results tomorrow. hope it'll be good news.

10As 10As 10As 10As 10As 10As 10As 10As 10As 10As !!!!!!!!!!

time never stops.

2010-03-08T00:11:00.003+08:00

i dont know what i want. everything seems to go smoothly. but this is when i know my happiness gonna end soon. slowly counting down the days till i finally get my SPM results. oh God, where will i go after this?

P/S: sometimes i wish i know myself more. am i destined to live like this? but why?

new new new! :)

2010-03-04T21:23:00.008+08:00

NEW EXPERIENCES everywhere! haha! all thanks to irena taib! not only i rode a horse forthefirsttimeinmylifetime, i also learnt trotting with the horse! haha! freaking CUN! andincaseyoudontknowwhatCUNmeans, it means COOL + FUN + CRAZY! :D it was AWESOME! i wore horse-riding-pants (i dont know what it's called. lol) for the FIRST TIME, and the shoes too. i felt soooooooooooo cool! hahahaha! i even got to feed the horse, touch the goats, watch cows pee and touch a snake! ;DDDD LOTS more actually. and now these experiences are what i say, money cant buy. and thanks casino! you made my day. <3 as i always say, i love you casino. haha! note: casino is the name of the horse i rode. lol. pictures on those soon! :D now, lets see the pictures we took using irena's apple laptop! :O

angel, jaslene, me! heart this. <3

US! :D

friggin love her face here. LOL!

L.M.A.O.

my fav picture of the day. :)

now, some recent pictures of me! :)
and oh, i went for a facial wash today. lol.

btw, gonna work at mega's pc fair for 3 days starting tomorrow. wish me luck! =/

2010-03-01T00:43:00.002+08:00

no, you wont understand. you wont get what i want to say. you're ALWAYS correct. and me? i have to be the victim of your egoism. please, i dont want to start hating all these. i just want you to LISTEN and UNDERSTAND. is it that hard????????

P/S: just let bygones be bygones.

time to update?

2010-02-28T14:16:00.003+08:00

been going out with friends these few days. i am so desperate to go out. dont wanna rot at home. haha! so yesterday was hazel's open house. i didnt gamble much. lost 2 bucks there already. lol. how i wish i can drive. and a car to drive. and thanks hazel for the awesome party. and the oh-so-delicious food. double thumbs up. thanks to your beautiful mom. hehe :)

pictures of last two years, same place, same people. ;)

and now, us! :D

<3

2010-02-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

why do i always have to be in this type of dilemma?

psst. im tired of all these.

Jasmine Yeow Yee San!

2010-02-17T15:31:00.005+08:00

woke up 5am today. vicky's car came at 5.20am. fetched me to angel's house and we went to the airport straight. all 6 of us were there. me, vicky, angel, khai wen, chin and steph. jaslene was nowhere to be found. the same goes to jasmine. we planned to surprise jasmine but we were even earlier than the passenger. lol. grace them were there too. to give a surprise to esther.

waited and waited, finally jasmine came. we went to her car and she cried a little when she saw us. her eyes were very puffy. looking at her made me feel like crying too. she said she cried until 3am last night. couldnt sleep properly. i didnt wanna cry in front of her. i knew if i cry, she'll cry too. so i kept my tears back and acted like normal, as if nothing happened. we gave her all the presents we brought with us. steph and i bought her a very nice mickey mouse necklace and i bought her another pair of reebok socks, which i asked my mother's friend to sew our initials on them. JJAM on one side and SVCK on the other side. angel prepared a slideshow for her and an album of pictures. khai wen made a very nice little card and irena bought her a shirt.

when we watched the slideshow together, jasmine told me not to pay attention to the lyrics. and yea, all of us know why. we'll just start crying again if we listen to the lyrics.

jaslene came after that. with her pajamas and teeth unbrushed. lucky enough, she managed to come on time. phew!

but useless me, i cried as soon as she hugged me. couldnt stop after that. i managed to cool down after a few minutes. everyone was already crying. none of us brought any tissues tho. so yeah, you can imagine how awful we looked like that time. when she finally had to leave, i shouted FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!! at her. and that was the last time she looked behind, waved at us. she didnt look behind anymore after that. i know she wanted to stop herself from crying and she didnt wanna let us see her cry. as soon as i couldnt see her anymore, my tears flowed down again. and this time, i failed to calm myself. all of us started to cry again.

went for breakfast with the others and then chit chatted at angel's house till 12++pm. went home, and cried myself to sleep.

her leaving marks the first separation of our gang.

now i realise, once you say hello, one day you'll have to say goodbye.
bye jasmine. we'll miss you.

Gathering + CNY

2010-02-15T22:17:00.008+08:00

glad my darlings still made the effort to meet up with each other. <3 :)

cherating steak house! 12/2/2010

all of those without jaslene. she couldnt make it due to some, reasons. lol. nevermind. ;D
the man that sang for us that night, he rocks. :D

CNY first day! 14/2/2010

khai wen and i. :D

ayu and i. :D

us 3 besties. ;D chin jia iaw, lee khai wen and lim mei chee!

love this a lot. lol.

them playing mahjong and me camwhoring. LOL.

there are more to come. so stay tuned! ;DDDDDDDDD

before i go,

happy chinese new year to everyone! :D
and,
happy valentines to those lovebirds out there. LOL. :)

HUAT LAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

lets gamble! ;D

work is getting fun. :)

2010-02-11T22:59:00.006+08:00

pictures say it all. :)

hong cheet and i.

mimi. the one wearing black FOS tee. lol. she had to quit to balik kampung. sigh. will miss you! xoxo
suria and i. lol. funny girl. xD

li ling and i! she's my senior. very cute when she smiles. lol.

get what i mean? haha! :DD

we took a few more actually but i malas wanna upload them here. lol. working at fos is getting more and more fun. but its tiring at the same time. and im glad im quitting soon. lol. :D

till then. bai bai. ;D

time flies AND crawls.

2010-02-10T00:01:00.006+08:00

jasmine is leaving for australia next wednesday. she kept saying she doesnt want us to send her, however we insisted on sending her, watching her leave. she said she'll cry. and deeply inside, i know i'll cry too. her leaving means that we wont be able to see her that often anymore. wont be able to meet up like last time, wont be able to make our 8-besties-group-meetings anymore. and her leaving makes me wonder too, will 8 of us be able to meet up and talk like we used to in the future? even now, we cant do so. khai wen is studying at kl already and vicky has to go back to kl after cny. everything is going so fast. i've been trying to quit my job partly because i want to spend more time with jasmine and the rest before she leaves. guess i couldnt coz i dont have any day offs till cny. and that sucks. i really want to quit. asap. the job is killing me, taking all my time. urgh. and i dont even have time for other stuff now. and my cny shopping isnt over yet. everything is just so great.

its hard to find pictures of 8 of us together. we love to camwhore, dont get me wrong. but its just hard to cram all 8 of us. if you get what i mean. lol.
will try to get more pictures and upload them later. :D

love you girls, fei hua yi zhu. <3

Fantastic Friday?

2010-02-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

it was. fantastic. till i got home. 2 major things happened and they ruined my mood of the day. ugh. i lost my retainer and, well, lets not talk about it.

so here's some pictures we took! :)

went ecm with marina, jun shen, che siong, see jin ann, ricky, sin ling, kenny, marcus, arron, wong and nico yow.

marina and i. as usual. lol.

arron with his gay face.

him, trying to act cool. lol!

then, we went mega for bowling and lili (fadzli) joined us. lili won the 'battle' against arron and ricky. LOL. ricky vowed not to touch bowling after that. =/
lmao.

next, went air putih boutiques with jaslene and ang at 5. shopped till 8. LOL. no pictures there tho. and i found my beanie! at last! :D gonna buy them tomorrow i guess. buahaha. :)

done for now. till then, ciao! :)

sorry if i hurt you. truly do.

2010-02-05T11:51:00.002+08:00

i'm totally lost. i dont know what to do. and im sick of being the old me. im sick of tolerating so much. im sick of having to try so hard to satisfy you people and in the end, hurting myself. im sick of being nice. i want to be ME.
so eff off those who dont like this post. or me. i dont need fake friends.

updates!

2010-02-04T21:59:00.004+08:00

last saturday was a blast! went badminton in the morning with steph and angel. then we went ecm and i bought my cho 1 padini top. buahaha. :D next, went inn saloon to 'change my hairstyle'. =X

yeah rebond. and yeah, i was still wearing my sportswear. lmao. =/

some of the pictures above were taken by steph. she did her hair too. :) only rm228 for cut, rebond and treatment. friggin cheap right? teehee! :D

CNY is coming sooooo soon! :D gonna shop for more tomorrow! and i finally bought a satisfying number of tops. lol. now i just have to dig for shorts and jeans! B-)

and i cant wait to see my friends again. soon!
lets gambleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

Outings!

2010-01-21T22:49:00.006+08:00

filled my off day yesterday with meaningful activities. B-) ngehehe.

firstly, i went to ECM and megamall with marina, marcus, arron victor! and arron's friend. charles i guess. lol. ohkay, pictures say it all.

groupie! the ehem, 'siao' pose.

a formal one. :D

love this the most. practically because im showing my teeth. hahahaha!

marina and i. <3

charles, arron and i. :D

marcus and i. :) i look ugly in this picture. D:

my feet. lmao.

at night, went to the new double-storey Old Town for a gathering with my classmates and nabil. :)

nabil and i. :D

groupie! :D

ang and i. <3

marina, nabil, me and ang. :D

nice teeth. LOL.

had great fun that day. it has been a while since we last talked like that. i miss the times. ;D
next stop, east grill! :D

working at FOS.

2010-01-20T00:16:00.004+08:00

before i start, here are 3 pictures of steph and i, trying on FOS shirts just now before going back. lol.

cute eh? haha!

and see what i mean about getting fatter? -_____-

working at FOS is quite fun actually.
sometimes.

except for the fact that you cant sit the whole day.

and the fact that you have to bring toothbrush and toothpaste to work coz you need to brush your teeth after meals everyday due to the retainer you have to wear.

and the fact that you eat almost the same food everyday.

and the fact that you have to carry loads of boxes of clothes everytime new stocks come in, every week.

and the fact that you cant talk with your friends.

and the fact that you might get too bored and laugh without reasons at other people. ~_~

and the fact that you have to fold and refold the clothes all the time. thanks to those 'considerate' customers.

but above all that, i do get to know a few more new friends.

hong cheet: 20. same surname with me. people always think we are siblings. lol. and he admitted whenever someone asks.

siew chin: 21. the senior there. nice and friendly. but she wouldnt let me talk with friends. D:

idris: a very very funny guy. 22 but acting like he's 12. LOL. and he lost 2 teeth already. =/

ira: 26. small sized. petite. minute. lol. but she's quite nice.

wati: she's very nice and friendly. laughed at me when i couldnt hang the clothes properly. =X

li ling: 29. cute. especially when she laughs. :D

esther: the supervisor there. loves to scold people. but she doesnt scold me. teehee! :D she even asked me to teach her how to bina ayat for her standard 2 son. yes. :O

kah sing: 22. cute. thin. okay person. lol.

deborah: 28. ex mgss-ian! :D her ic picture damn pretty. LOL. she's helpful and nice.

mimi: friggin cute. :D loves to makeup.

steph, hau hui and chin han are already my friends before i started working here. so they are not counted in this list. lol. hope i didnt left out anyone. >.<

something special happened today.
a white little girl came over to me.
called me kakak.
smiled. held me hand.
shook it.
kissed it.
and smiled at me again.
she was around 4 or 5 years old.
beautiful with blond hair and blue eyes.
an experience that is not easily forgotten. ;)

a real breezy shopping. :D

2010-01-18T23:14:00.005+08:00

so here i am, back to blogging at last. lol. as always, sorry. no time kay. kept working full time nowadays. *eeks*

went ECM and Megamall with marina, che siong and john. then met up with marcus and pavin at Megamall. and went ECM again with them. lol. shopped quite a lot. clothes of course! <3
watched bandslam too. recommended by william chin jun yeng. lol. not a bad movie. :DD

so let the pictures do the talking, shall we? B-)

by the way, the pictures ARE in sequence actually. if you view from below to top. =/

us, chilling at starbucks. only marcus ordered a drink there. lmao.

marina and i! xD

us.

us.

us.

me! ngehehe.

there were no one else there except for us that time actually. LOL. that, was a first. :D

ok, so i dont have photography skills like marcus. lol.

love this. credits to marina azmi! <3 xxxx

yeah, we love to camwhore. LOL.

had great time that day. finally, some break after all these working-and-no-fun-days. D:

till the next post, adios! :)

been thinking a lot lately. friends, work, money, studies, etc.
sigh.
i really do hope i have a lot of money.
at least just enough to fulfil my wishes. ;(

FOS

2010-01-11T19:17:00.002+08:00

so this is it. some pictures at last. haha! will upload more later kay? show you people a few first as a warm up. ;)

all were candid by chin. lol. i know, the uniform sucks. sigh.

till my next post, ciao!

ouch!

2010-01-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

psst. i didn't know this hurts. so badly.

12.12am.
- (D)*unicef M e I C h E e (H) - [ http://scarsinmylife.blogspot.com ] has just logged off.

oh look at that!

2010-01-05T15:51:00.001+08:00

a no wonder!

2010 New Year Celebration!

2010-01-04T21:43:00.003+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! sorry for the oh-so-late update. lol. minta maaf la! i need pictures! haha :D

so for those who are lazy to read about what i did during the new year celebration, just scroll down and look at the pictures. lol.

ohkay, so i went megamall with chin to wait for marina, nabil and the gang. waited and waited only to find out that they went TC already and they didnt have transport to go megamall since hamdan wasnt there yet. so, choon weng fetched us plus ang to TC. and congratulations! we didnt make it to TC on time. we countdown-ed in the car. D:

then, we met up with marina them. and they said they want to go back to megamall. so yeah, we followed hamdan's car there. yep, 8 of us crammed inside his car. LOL. i was on marina's lap, ang on tam's and maula on nabil's. hahaha!

when we reached, mega was EMPTY. -_______- so we walked to JR. and then we realised we had nothing to do there. so yeah, BACK TO TC AGAIN. lol. this time we used taxi coz hamdan and lai wanted to go home. :D yeah, there went my 2nd time riding a taxi. =/

reached TC and walked for like, 2 minutes and chin called me. said she wanted to go home already. so bye bye marina and nabil and maula! i was following choon weng's car home with ang. haha :DD

and that's all my countdown activities for 2010. so you see, i practically did nothing other than sitting in cars. lol. but i HAD LOTS of fun in hamdan's car. hahaha! x) here are some pictures from marina's cam.

nabil and maula in hamdan's car. they looked happy. haha!

see how packed we are? lol. just like a sardin.

the lovebirds. :DD

us! :D i should've shown my teeth. rawr.

them. ;)

reached mega to find nobody there. lol.

nabil and lai. :D

marina and tam.

maula!

marina!

nabil!

ang, me and marina! :D

wrong angle. lol.

nabil, me, ang, tam. x)

had great time with them that night. thanks people! <3

will update about my job soon. so again, stay tuned! ;D

yawnnnn.

2009-12-29T21:52:00.009+08:00

so i went my cousin's house one day and i watched her with her facebook. then i said 'hey, webcam pictures are actually very nice!' and then she said 'yeah, really nice. come, lets take some!' and so both of us started camho! :D

a decent pose. we didnt know how to pose yet since this is the first time both of us camho-ed together.

things started going crazy.

crazier.

crazierer.

craziererer. and thats when another 2 cousins of mine joined in. :D

she looked happy even though i was trying to bite her hand. lol.

oh yes, we were really having fun snapping crazy pictures like this. lol. i was sitting on a high stool so i looked tall here. in some pictures. lol.

by the way, im gonna learn driving tomorrow! :D :D :D
cant wait! hahaha!

2010 coming soon! few days more. and im feeling sad. everyone is leaving. so so soon.

Christmas!

2009-12-26T19:16:00.002+08:00

went for christmas countdown at TC with chin, nabil, tam, felicia, alvin, shafiq, lai hui jean and hamdan. it was seriously fun. we went for some adventurous stroll at TC2 which means we went through the dark bridge to actually go to TC2 that has no one there. we were like stranded in a deserted island. hahahahaha! by the way, no pictures for now. will upload them as soon as i get them. ;D

went megamall with ang on christmas day. watched those dancing performances. wow, they were great. i love watching people dance. :D

went for amali on boxing day (according to angel, boxing day means the day after christmas). amali was seriously boring. worse than undang. goodness. then, i learnt driving! OMG. i drove for the first time. i was so damn nervous. hahaha! and i couldnt, didnt have enough energy to press the handbrake button. have to use two hands to push it down. my uncle said i have to eat more. LOL. now i know how hard it is to drive. and i shouted everytime i went down the hill. damn cun! i love going down the hill! hahahahaha! xD

seriously, GO LEARN DRIVING! :D

i want you to stay here, with me.

ngek ngek.

2009-12-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

the holidays are killing me. now i cant wait for my part time job to start. lol. ajak me people! before i get busy. haha! :D gonna go christmas celebration tomorrow. the same old venue again: TC! pictures soon! :D before i go, some of my camho pictures:

a retarded one. =/

holidays can be quite torturing sometimes. =X

till then, ciao!

NG JUN SHEN, nah, my new post! xD

stuck in kuantan.

2009-12-21T17:48:00.002+08:00

just a random picture of stephanie and i. :)

now it's just us 2. chin and i are the only 2 left in kuantan. my babes are all over the world. yes. all over the world. hahaha! will only be able to meet up again during next year's CNY. damn, i miss them so badly.

i really hope to go college for A levels. really really. sigh.

part time job!

2009-12-19T16:51:00.002+08:00

yep. i've found a part time job at FOS Megamall! will be working starting 4 January 2010. steph will be joining me at the 10th. so yeah, i'll be lonely for almost a week there then! do come and visit me. or better, work with me there. haha! then i wont be lonely when i have my break. *fingers crossed*.

and i've decided. im going form 6 if i dont get any full scholarships. yeah. join me people! lol =/

and and, add ons to the previous post: yuen han, choy ying, mei chee (another girl), ayu and another chinese boy (i cant read chinese. lol). thank you people! :D